eminem-deja vu lyrics

As I fall deeper into a manic state I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict traits Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate I seem to gravitate to the bottle of night quil then I salivate Start off with the night quil like I think I'll just have a taste Couple sips of that then I gradually graduate Too a harder perscription drug called Valium like ya that's great I go to take just one and I end up like having eight Now I need something in my stomach cause I haven't ate Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak And you'd think with all I have at stake Look at my daughters face... Mommy somethings is wrong with dad I think He's acting weird again he's really beginning to scare me Won't shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me And all he does is eat dorritos and cheetos And he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this road before, So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me, Soon as I go home and close the door, Kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, But I can't and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cause I don't And why I just don't know... Maybe just a nice cold brew what's a beer That's the devil in my ear I been sober a fucking year And that fucker still talks to me he is all I can fucking hear Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the cowboys and buccaneers And maybe if ...